Frustrated

[brainofck]

Drivel. Driveldriveldrivel.

After two mornings of writing, I am now hating it.

Characters are making speeches again.

But I salvaged the first part, so maybe if I think about these speeches some more, I can turn them into real dialogue.

Mostly hating.

And it is so tempting just to ignore work and keep working on it. Which I absolutely cannot and will not do. But am now feeling very irritable about the whole thing.

And there is going to be birthday cake today. Why is it that people in this office insist on wanting carrot cake for their birthdays? I want a good, sinful, rich chocolate cake. The last two carrot cakes came from Costco. Costco makes the BEST chocolate birthday cake.

There will be wine at the party too. I'd drink three sips of that and get tipsy, but it's bad for the baby.

*glowers*

Drivel. Driveldriveldrivel.

On top of that, have recently been unfriended by several rugbytacklers. Which is totally cool. And totally crushing. At the same time. :(

Comments

[green-grrl.livejournal.com]

Only two more months 'til your birthday, and they will damn well eat chocolate then! *shakes fist*

Writing frustration is frustration indeed. *sympathizes*

Wah for unfriendings. They should have converted to the Stargate Love!!! But you know if you do write any more Lotrips you will crosspost in comms, and they will see it.

[brainofck.livejournal.com]

Yes. Which is why it's totally cool. I'm not insulted or upset or anything. Except that it makes me all sad. Partially because it's a reminder of the fandom I seem to have completely deserted now. I feel so irrationally guilty. :(

As far as writing frustration goes, I figure I've got quite a bit that's postable. It's the ending that's killing me right now, and it'll come. I just have to write *every* morning. No reading til I get it done.

[green-grrl.livejournal.com]

I am reading very little in Lotrips -- just a few writers. It's a little sad, but then the Stargate is so GOOD, and yum. I'm easily distracted by the shiny. :-P

Now that I finished ficathon, am I working on other WIPs? No. Am reading like crazy. Argh. Perhaps I'll write when in CA at sister's. Or not...