Argh! Now *I* can't find it!

[brainofck]

OK. A person over at stargate_search was looking for a story. I know I read it.

It was Jacd/Daniel and in the story Jack discovers Daniel can't have an orgasm.



I think in the one she's looking for, Jack finds out that Daniel has been going to BDSM clubs to get beaten because he can't have an orgasm. Jack declares that Daniel can't do that anymore. It's not safe, and it could damage his career with the SGC. Then there is an incredible scene where Jack does this for Daniel the first time. He attempts to suck Daniel off, too, and it doesn't work.

Then there is a mission where they are captured, and of course the goa'uld beats them. To taunt the goa'uld, Daniel starts saying, essentially, "Oh, baby, do it to me again" in goa'uld. Which at first flummoxes the goa'uld, but then instigates a rape. And while being raped, Daniel actually has an orgasm.

Jack comes to believe that Daniel's problem is that he thinks he kills the people he loves, and that's why he can't have an orgasm.

Then it ends with Jack thinking he now knows how to fix Daniel's problem. The best reason to read it is the scene where Jack beats Daniel in Daniel's apartment. And the flummoxed Jaffa was pretty funny, too. *snickers*

I now cannot find this thing *anywhere.* And it's more the not being able to find it than the fic itself that has me going completely bonkers.

HELP ME!!!!

Kind regards,
CK

PS The last time this happened, it was that Elijah Wood/Justin Timberlake thing. Which now I can't find again because rosemending's website isn't working. At least I know who to ask this time.

Comments

[green-grrl.livejournal.com]

Okay, I really, really haven't read this fic. But, man, I hope somebody finds it for our poor query-er.

[ms-3m.livejournal.com]

Try this fic out....it's in three parts.

http://www.area52hkh.net/ask/kijo/workin01.php

[starting-gate.livejournal.com]

Aak! I know the fic and I can't find it either. It's just not the kind I keep a list of. I'm thinking it may be posted off-site of 52, but I assume you've searched by warnings. It may have been removed. :(