Writerly spazzing

[brainofck]

So, I took the gender!bender up to a good stopping point, prepared everyone for a brief delay, turned my attention to the mutant!Daniel thing, got a good running start on it, then had the Arena moment where I decided it was total garbage and then...

Had a mental crisis. I'm blaming hormones and Braxton-Hicks contractions.

I didn't get writer's block or anything. I just thought of what I was thinking of writing, and considered writing it, and just could not figure out why I was writing any of it. It all seemed stupid and pointless and a huge waste of time and effort, blah, blah.

Anyway, it also felt incredibly hormonal, though it was my only hormonal mood thing going on that I could detect. But anyway, I think that's done now.

Comments

[halszka.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry for you, but as you reader I 'm still waiting for next -more successful- inspiration about Arena or something else about Sean! Some of your works make my day happy.

[brainofck.livejournal.com]

You are SO not about the subtle, are you? :D

Actually, though, The second anniversary of me writing fiction is coming up, corresponding (by coincidence) to our Beanie's brithday. I feel some obligation to be writing SB this time of year. Have been pondering what to do about that.

The most obvious thing being to try to see if I can produce a couple of new chapters of Arena.

*ponders*

And of course, there was that terrible, horrible, LOTRRPS/Stargate gender!bender crossover thing that popped into my head... Um. Not to frighten anyone or anything...